Finally...here is Chapter 2 after having been away for so long.

Thank you Dark-Priestess for the many stories that you have written. You were the one that gave me the passion to write the first chapter.

Thank you Iced-Shadowsfor your amazing stories and wonderful inspiration that you gave me from reading your 'Winter Dream' series. You gave me the many crazy ideas to keep my story alive.

Chapter one still has to be re-edited so when I finally have chapter 3 ready, I am going to revise them all.

Look out everyone, Chaper 3 may not be very far behind.

Muaahaaahahahahahah



Comments are very much appreciated. Thank you.


Much Love...ALWAYS
*~*GodsAngel19*~*

Reading books, other peoples work here on deviant art, and coming up with chapter 2 of my story. I had no idea how hard putting a story together could be. It's been while since I came out with chapter 1. I am going to revise chapter 1 before I submit chapter two. Too many mistakes in it. I greatly thank those who have commented. They are much appreciated. On a personal note, I have been going through so much for awhile, I am just glad that the dust has settled...a little.

Love All OF You Always

*~*GodsAngel19*~*

Today was pretty much lousy. My Aunt has taken a turn for the worse and it's hitting too close to my heart. Expressing myself verbally isn't easy for me to do. I ether act like a bitch or I get upset emotionally. I'm like a water faucet. One minute I'm steaming mad which makes it hard for others to talk to me or my heart is cold as ice and I'm not wanting to talk to anybody. I feel like a hot air balloon too because you fill it up with hot air then you let it slowly drift until it runs out. Or I feel like a volcano waiting to erupt. The volcano bursts and burns everything in it's path until it cools. My newest poem [link] makes me want to submit more poems about my feelings but they are going to end up being about the same thing. They will be about my Aunt and the holidays. I want to be able to express myself, about who I am, not just about the tragic event that I am facing and the emotions that come along with it. Why does it have to be hard for me to express myself on different levels and different aspects of my life and not just about the same thing 10x over. Ok...get my point??? I will stop ranting now because now I am beginning to repeat myself. I've come to learn that repeating let's out my frustration but the problem is I know that people don't want to hear the same line being said after every 4th or 5th sentence. Ok...shutting up now. Thank you for listening...if you were able to withstand repetition for the 10th BILLIONTH TIME...without PULLING your hair out and feeling like... (why can't this girl shut up already???).

Love you always,

*~*GodsAngela19*~*





P.S. The title of the journal came out of nowhere.
P.S.S. Why is it that the only way for me to express myself the way that I want to is to ether write it down or type it???
P.S.S.S Instead of the {link}, how do I get the link to be the title of a poem or a journal???

4:00am

Woke up by the sound of the telephone ringing and now I can't fall back to sleep. It was just somebody talking to my mom about their job. I used to hate having him call but now it's like...
Heyyyyyyy, how ya doing, long time no see. Long time no see because I had quit that job nearly two years ago. Mmmmkk, I think I'll try to fall back to sleep now...I'll try because I have no idea how I even fell asleep in the first place because I am an insomniac and we don't sleep when we have to but we fall asleep so easily when we shouldn't. Saayyy like at 3:00 in the afternoon.
Goodnight...errr...Good morning...whatever

*~*Godsangel19*~*

Hey everyone,

I know that I haven't been on much. Some people would probably thought that I was dead or something but I'm still here. I am just itching to write some poems but trying to put them into words is hard right now. Not hard emotionally just studying is crazy. Crazy tired too.

Love you all


*~*GodsAngel19*~*


p.s.
my b-day was yesterday but a girl never tells her age so until next time....